Another quick update but I have been picked as part of the mod/ staff team for Amogello 18+ ARPG species! This happened on March 30th but with Amogello’s 1st Anniversary Launch, we all have been working hard behind the scene to prepare for the celebration. This would be the first time I moderate an ARPG so I’m both excited and nervous.
Other than that, I have been pondering with my art commissions. I don’t promote the openings on purpose because I’m honestly not sure if I want to keep doing them. That aside I DID finished a couple chibi YCHs in which I am proud of. Sometimes I enjoy working on comms but often times I dread them. I think I just have to find the balance of it. That aside, I think I would need to raise my YCH prices a bit because I did spend more hrs doing them..
Lastly I feel so bad that Mimpino Garden’s progress is slow. But with the experience I gained in being part of the Amogello Staff, I think I would finally be inspired to write and draw again.
Last month I actually had an eerie dream of one of my character, Aurel. Granted the idea of him was based on this folklore about own’s personal demon. Last year I have been having vivid dreams, those that would be considered nightmares for some. So I contacted a spiritual person for consultation for fun, and everything she said has been right so far. She mentioned this entity would try to appear in my dreams again, trying to show its real form. So after that session, I decided to give them a face, and I called them Aurel, the name being randomly chosen by chance. And last month I literally met Aurel, sporting the face I gave him, but more ethereal, and for some reason I knew he wasn’t an angel nor is he a demon, but maybe he is closer to the later. Something called my name before anything interesting happened, but I woke up remembering his face and his embrace.
Now. Idk. But as soon as opportunity allows, I grabbed my iPad and began drawing Aurel’s face. Aurel never had a face before, and I left it blank on purpose. But after that dream everything changes.
Anyways thanks to that dream now I’m more inspired than ever to create, and I think I prefer it that way.
PS: I would attach Aurel’s art here but for some reason, Blogger is not allowing me to share any images AGAIN so I would have to edit it later.
XX Jasmine
